Since my last update, I have spent some more time with AS and I am feeling confused more than ever. We have said that we are just "friends," but we have also agreed not to see other people right now. So I really do not know what we are. Last night I went over to AS's house thinking that it would just be the two of us hanging out together, and maybe I would see his parents since he does live with them, but something happened that I totally wasn't expecting...seeing his son. It took five long months to meet his son when we originally started dating, and then it was touch and go trying to get to know him and get him to trust me, but adventually it happened and we became very close. When AS and I had broke up four months ago, dealing with the sudden absence of his son in my life was one of the hardest things I have had to do. So I was not really planning on seeing his son in this current situation until we figured out our own issues. I thought I had made that clear to AS when we previously discussed this topic, but being a typical guy, I don't think he understood. So when I arrived at AS's house, I was completely surprised to see his son, but decided to go with the flow. Although my head knows that spending time with his son isn't the best idea, my heart was very excited and loved spending time with him.
I went over there thinking that we would go to dinner or just hang out at his house, so I dressed as I typically would choosing to wear white shorts, an aqua blue tank top, flip flops, earrings and necklace, and my hair down. Then of course, I ended up fishing and playing baseball with the boys...there went looking cute and smelling decent, lol! After we were done playing outside, we went inside and his parents asked us if we were ready to leave. Leave? Leave where? I had no clue where we were going. AS also forgot to mention that his parents were going to take us out to dinner for Memorial Day. Now, not only am I sweaty and do not particularly smell my best, but I am going to a family dinner! His parents were so excited that we were all going to dinner together, I couldn't say no, so off to dinner I went. They took us to Texas Roadhouse and it was delicious. After dinner we went back to his house and the three of us played the Wii until it was his son's bedtime. AS and I hung out for little longer, and then I decided to leave.
I was upset with AS for his lack of communication with me and understanding of why I thought spending time with his son and family was a big deal. I still have not told my family that we are talking, and will probably keep it that way until we make a set decision about our relationship. That is it for now. Stay tuned for more updates!~Kimberly
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