Thanks to the wonderful influence of my good friend Katy A. and friends at work, I have decided to lose my blogging virginity. Since I do not think I have a lot of things to entertain you with on a day to day basis, I have decided to have discussions about the past along with the present.
I think this first blog should be all about first times. Let's all think back to that awkward moment that we expected to be full of complete excitement, stimulation, and connection, but instead was full of disappointment, surprise, and some physical pain. Maybe not everyone's first time was exactly like this, but from the stories I have heard from most women it is somewhat accurate.
Now for the part of the blog you have all been waiting for...my own personal first-time experience (and if your name is Ray or Denise Robbins, you should probably stop reading right about now). It was the spring of '03 and I was 18 years old and getting ready to graduate from high and completely in love for the first time in my life. I had been with my love, PB, for about 4 months and like any high school girl, I thought he was the one. We had been at a party and drinking (illegally...sorry mom and dad), having a very memorable time. It was coming to the end of the night where either people were leaving or trying to find the best spot to pass out for the night. PB and I found ourselves on the back deck of the house talking about anything and everything until the sun started to rise. We soon found ourselves kissing heavily, turning into full body touching with nothing but a blanket around us. I can remember to this day, shivering from nerves and the freezing temperature all at once. Doing the whole deed was quite tedious and didn't go quite as smoothly as I had excpected (everything from getting the condom on to keeping the stick in hole), but I still felt a connection to PB that I didn't know was possible. A short 5-10 minutes later, I felt a mix of physical pain mixed with a wave of different emotions. It is an experience that I am glad that I never have to go through again, but at the same time will never forget.
I hope this brings back your memories of your first time whether it be full of tears or laughter, I doubt it is something you will ever forget. That's it for now, stay tuned for more interesting topics in the future.~Kimberly
I think this first blog should be all about first times. Let's all think back to that awkward moment that we expected to be full of complete excitement, stimulation, and connection, but instead was full of disappointment, surprise, and some physical pain. Maybe not everyone's first time was exactly like this, but from the stories I have heard from most women it is somewhat accurate.
Now for the part of the blog you have all been waiting for...my own personal first-time experience (and if your name is Ray or Denise Robbins, you should probably stop reading right about now). It was the spring of '03 and I was 18 years old and getting ready to graduate from high and completely in love for the first time in my life. I had been with my love, PB, for about 4 months and like any high school girl, I thought he was the one. We had been at a party and drinking (illegally...sorry mom and dad), having a very memorable time. It was coming to the end of the night where either people were leaving or trying to find the best spot to pass out for the night. PB and I found ourselves on the back deck of the house talking about anything and everything until the sun started to rise. We soon found ourselves kissing heavily, turning into full body touching with nothing but a blanket around us. I can remember to this day, shivering from nerves and the freezing temperature all at once. Doing the whole deed was quite tedious and didn't go quite as smoothly as I had excpected (everything from getting the condom on to keeping the stick in hole), but I still felt a connection to PB that I didn't know was possible. A short 5-10 minutes later, I felt a mix of physical pain mixed with a wave of different emotions. It is an experience that I am glad that I never have to go through again, but at the same time will never forget.
I hope this brings back your memories of your first time whether it be full of tears or laughter, I doubt it is something you will ever forget. That's it for now, stay tuned for more interesting topics in the future.~Kimberly
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